Blogger has been acting weird for me...you?

I cant leave any comments on anyones posts...and i have to keep relogging in...its very annoying...please fix it or I will go else where....If i can figure  out how to use another places....

Ive lost 13lbs in a week, since i stopped taking the lithium...i know you shouldnt stop a med especial a "head pill" without telling your doc...but i did stop on my own after id gained 17lbs in less then a month...i stopped and all the without changing my heating plan, dropped 13lbs, mostly water but im claiming it!!

Well thats ummm about it for now....yeah pretty boring day so far....

Feelin Funky & My babys "K" Graduation!!

First of all...My youngest graduated Kindergarten yesterday....AND she made "AB" Honor Roll...heres a couple of pics....

She was very happy as you can see lol...second one is blurry, my oldest daughter took it and shes not all that brainy so we are just lucky that Sara is in the frame at all hehe....Sara doesnt have to go to flex week...so instead of getting out on the 3rd, tomorrow is her last day..which makes her very happy too...

Now for my stuff and excuse my spelling errors as one or some of my meds makes me make alot of mistakes at times....twitchy fingers or something i dont know....anyway....i called a friend that i had made when i was in the "hospital" last time....we became really good friends, calling eachother every couple of days when we both got out etc....last night when i called his mother (yeah hes 35 and lives with his mother) said he was back in the hospital. I knew hed be upset by his meds messing with him so much...making him zombied out and stuff, but i thought they would stop soon like mine....so i wrote him a letter and mailed it today....was gonna call the phone that have there for patients last night but fell asleep. It makes me feel very weird because hes the 4th person to go back who were all together there when I was there in March. Kinda weirds me out....Makes me wonder if Ill go back too...makes me a bit paranoid....im just weird that way....

Native American Pictures

Im Cherokee and most of these are from other tribes however I love them, thought id share. The first photo I do know is of a Cherokee mother with her child.

THIS is nuts!!!!

Since the 28th of last month till today I have gained 17lbs from my psych meds!!!!! Using the exact same scale and naked both times.... OMG!!! Its not like im not used to being fat already but geeeez thats less than a month...my eating habits havent changed whatsoever and the side effects for lithium and Geodon both say "possible" weight gain but Good Lord! At this rate Ill gain over 200lbs in a year...i mean surely not right? I feel sick!

Whats working for me presently

Im talkin about what psych meds im currently taking that are actually working at  the moment. In the past ive had some work good and have had to stop them for one reason or the other but these ive been on since treatment (April 3-to now) and woked very well...they used to zombie me out...i was so sleepy during the day, hung over i couldnt keep my eyes open, but thats pretty much gone and they pretty much dont help with sleep either, so will let my PA know next time I see her a HealthCore.

Klonopin 1mg 3xday (ive been on this dose for nearly 4 years) for anxiety attacks
Lamictal 200mg daily (for mood stabilizer)
Trazodone 150mg at bedtime (for sleep)
Guanfacine 2mg (for night terrors)
Geodon 160 at night (for  schizophrenic features)
Lithium 300mg in the morning and 600mg at night (bi-polar)

Finally a Follower YIPEE FOR ME lol...

Thank you JoDee for wanting to follow me...trust me I will bore you to teass. If you are here for that, then you found the right place lol (jk) Thank you for being here.

So ive been in the hospital with chest pain (I have a heart condition) for the last 3 days....well I think 3 days...that means ive missed two  important appts..gees great. Have to remake those. One with my regular doctor and one with my therpist...her isnt hard to make   but my regular doc can be a pain in the butt to make one with...I cant type to much right now by the way, my lil one will be off the but any minute...I dont know whats effecting my typing and thinking process at the moment...the lithium or what...but im typing weird, words that im not even thinking about....psych meds can be and do weird things....well I may come on here laster tonight but most deff in the morning...Take Care

Friday the 13th ohhhhhhhhhh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Scary stuff, just kidding, just another day....havent blogged in a few days, nothing much new going on...found a puppy, shes cute, named her Kate, well Jess named her Kate. Sara has field day today...hope she has alot of fun...im sure she will....

I was supposed to have started a liquid fast today, didnt work out...already ate so gonna start tomorrow...see...thats about it....yup....gonna post a pic of Kate on this one...cause nothing exciting going on.

Picture Day

I dont have much to say early this morning, so thought id just post a few pics that I really like...

Sick Kiddo & Some Thinking

So took the little one to the doctor this morning, turns out she has a bad ear infection. Thats been causing most of her symptoms, plus a little but of upper resp. stuff. That is what was probably causing her vomiting, she didnt do that much which I am thankful for.

Was doing some thinking yesterday about my taking Geodon. (one of many meds I am currently taking) It really works well for me. Keeps the hallucinations down to a bare min. And when I do have auditory hallucinations they are mostly "like" background noise. NOTHING like they used to be. Well I was wondering since my diag. was bi polar with phychotic tends. by two docs and schizophrenia by one...who the hell knows really...not having any mental health care when things started years and years ago didnt help matters at all....and me keeping things as secret as possible in my adult life didnt help either....anyway....theres been times where ive not seen or heard "things" for months at a time...then they come back, then they go and so on and so on....so my thoughts were....how do i know if they are gone....as in gone gone....and I dont need the Geodon for awhile or? Weird question for some maybe but...real concern of mine...I dont want to be taking strong anti phychotic meds if I dont need them.  I guess its something to ask at my next appt at HeathCore.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!

This morning I woke up to some Beautiful Yellow Roses...not these but a dozen like them...MY FAVE color!!!! No comment on the two boxes of Krispy Cream donuts my hubby got me the night before lol...Mothers day is awesome. Oldest did the dishes, yes I had to bribe her and she didnt do them all but im happy with them. The lil one is still a bit sick...think I am gonna take her to the doc tomorrow....last night and this morning she threw up a bit, not much fever tho...the highest it was was 102.6 buts its low grade now...gave her her second half of a phenagrin (sp?) awhile ago and shes sleeping now. Thats about how exciting things are around here lol...Anywho I know no one reads this but someday maybe lol...

Wasnt gonna do another one today buuuuuut....

Here we go anyway....Went and saw who I had to see today and Im a bit upset...Erica my "case worker" is now gone and someone else is taking her place, yeah so Im not happy with starting over with new people and "getting to know them" and having to start from scratch and all that mess so I told her I didnt need the whatever it was called ya know the....ummmm " what to do when the voices are too bad to handle" classes...sorry my lil one is distracting me singing to Hannah Montana (yipeeee Netflix lol) So I will just see her every 3 months for a how are you kinda thing...as well as the PA for refills..cept for this time, she wants to see me in six weeks, on June the 15th...and speaking of seeing me. Today was a good visit with her...best one ive actually had ever...however when calling about my scripts she didnt fax ALL five of them in only 3....so ill give them the rest of the day today if they dont do the rest Ill call them tomorrow about the other two...Lordy Lordy its always something lol....

And im dying for some soda and we are all out, water tastes funny using ice from the ice maker and no bottled here...hes(Hubby)supposed stopping by the store on the way home.....only cold coffee or a drop of OJ or milk to drink and im Brooooooke lol.......

Oh what a beautiful morning!

Oink

No Really, It is a very Beautiful morning....not as BEAUTIFUL as those two wittle piggies tho...but very nice outside...I think its supposed to get up to 75ish today....not checked the weather for a couple of days....BUT after paying the AC guy 225.00 yesterday we are ready for ANY weather!!!!

ANYWHO....not much going on today...gotta get the lil one early from school cause the older one made me mad last night when she said the lil one wasnt hers so why should she watch her while i was at the docs today...so im gonna take the lil one with me instead...I have to see my case worker,,,i dunno why shes called that, shes more like a therpist (sp?) and then see the PA. So gotta get my K'er outta school about 20 mins before my appt.....hope i wont be late...but I always have to sit anyway...grrr lol. I feel like my meds are working okay...that reminds me i need to put them in my purse...will do that now after doing this , wow im done with this lol...will try to be consistant with blogging.....yeah WAHAHAHAHA ......anyway gonna look around to see if I can find some interesting ones to follow...God Bless anyone who happens to find this one.

Brand New Me

Well I started a brand new blog for the brand new me...Okay actually Im not new...im 38...so im old...BUT I am new at this here blogging sorta. Eveyone on earth is doing it so thought id give it a try. What will I blog about...not sure yet. But guess we shall see.