Sick Kiddo & Some Thinking

So took the little one to the doctor this morning, turns out she has a bad ear infection. Thats been causing most of her symptoms, plus a little but of upper resp. stuff. That is what was probably causing her vomiting, she didnt do that much which I am thankful for.

Was doing some thinking yesterday about my taking Geodon. (one of many meds I am currently taking) It really works well for me. Keeps the hallucinations down to a bare min. And when I do have auditory hallucinations they are mostly "like" background noise. NOTHING like they used to be. Well I was wondering since my diag. was bi polar with phychotic tends. by two docs and schizophrenia by one...who the hell knows really...not having any mental health care when things started years and years ago didnt help matters at all....and me keeping things as secret as possible in my adult life didnt help either....anyway....theres been times where ive not seen or heard "things" for months at a time...then they come back, then they go and so on and so on....so my thoughts were....how do i know if they are gone....as in gone gone....and I dont need the Geodon for awhile or? Weird question for some maybe but...real concern of mine...I dont want to be taking strong anti phychotic meds if I dont need them.  I guess its something to ask at my next appt at HeathCore.