Im so not keeping up with what I wanted, which is to post almost daily lol...first week of July already and first monthly post.
Nothing really going on...got a dog named Milo....hes really good cept he likes to get into the trash and chew stuff too...but hes doing excellently with house training...hes a mutt pretty much...black and brown with a white tip on his tail...very friendly.
Im taking only geodon and I dont take that every single day...well i mean with all of my other many meds. Feeling okay I guess...down some but not crazy down like in the past...not yet anyway...still thinking about running away from my life....I love Sara so so much and Robert...I dont know why I think about that alot...me living in a car...Gawd that would really suck and I know it but its like I crave it sometimes....maybe its just the peach and quiet I want...dunno...
Havent made any phone calls or anything to anybody although I do need to call Lacy, she sent me an early birthday card. Love her loads but when I talk to her all i hear is her complaining about her life lol...crazy...havent called mom in couple weeks or more...still not sure if i want her in my life at all since the past shes proven herself to be a peice of shit...harse but true....lies lies lies all the time....I did send her some school pics of Sara tho. Dunno why really. Guess i still love her although shes a shitty mother.
I look at the house and really wish I had the energy to clean it really good....maybe one room a day soon...i hope...im sick of the clutter...
Jessica friend is coming this weekend for a week, hope they dont act like shits and keep themselves out of trouble...dont need anymore trouble where we live...GAWD I hate the teenage years...not looking forward to when Sara will be that age, but thats years away thank God.
Its 2pm and havent taken my morning meds yet so guess I should....till later
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